wow it's been a week since I last blogged.
time passes by really fast.

I'm taking down my tagboard because I find that it's rather useless.
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I DON'T HAVE TO ENTERTAIN IDIOTIC TAGS FROM ED.
:D
(PS: it's not Salvo's Edmund!)
if you all need to contact me, you know how (:

anw I'm just gonna update on the more interesting things this week.

went Seoul Garden @ Ehub with Salvo ppl on Tuesday.
all of us ate from 11 to 4pm, lol!
some of us went to watch "Kidnapper" after that while some left, then went to waste time at White Sands Shopping Mall.
lol.

ECP cycling trip on Friday w Marshall, Cai Yan, Edmund, Li Yen & Sijia.
started cycling only at 4.30pm and ended at 7.30pm, and we partnered with double bikes! :D
chatted w Sijia all the way, ahhahaha and she kept screaming, LOL.
we stopped at Bedok Jetty, and some remote place with a mini beach area.
hahaha but it was kind of fun tgt w them. (:
left for home for dinner after cycling.

went for a flea market w Cheryl & her friend, Singyi(?) at Youth Scape Park @ opp. Cineleisure.
it was warm, crowded, and things sold were about the same.
didn't buy anything.
went to walk around at Tripleone Somerset, 313 Somerset & ION Orchard to search for Dad's present, haha.
finally found what I was satisfied with after a few hours (:
grandma's house for dinner then home.

oh oh!
almost forgot to mention that I happened to see Crystal at the flea!
super surprised la. (:
talked a little then parted ways.

It's been long since I last saw her, or anyone from the clique.
and we, or rather I, never really kept in contact with the clique ever since the Sem Exams.
I actually wanted to write all these down a long time ago, but I couldn't bring myself to do it because I didn't have the courage.

After so long and so much that has happened, I only realised it today after I saw Crystal, that I really missed, and is still missing, the companionship of you guys. ):
then I realised things and situations, they've changed so much after what happened.
I guess I was the one more at fault then, now thinking back, I can't remember why I changed so damn much, and I don't know why I acted like that at that time.
Sigh.. I guess I was being retarded.
I know after what happened, I always said that I'm not going to care anymore, but in fact, a part of me knew I couldn't put this down and I still cared.
you all were the first friends I've ever had in poly, esp Geraldine.
And one thing's for sure, I never forgot about you all.
you know, I very much wanted to ask you guys out, just like one of the many outings that we all used to have.
But I just didn't have the courage to.
I miss those times;
especially when we went to celebrate birthdays, and the end of term tests & Sem Exams, exchanging Christmas presents, or even just eating together.
This took me kind of long to write because partially I am not really good with words and all, and I kept stopping because I couldn't control my emotions, sigh.
I don't know whether things can still be the same like how it was before,
I'll never know whether anyone of you will see this, but if there is a chance,
can we be still be close friends like how we once used to be?