Some pics on Mum's birthday.
(:
Mother don't want me to disclose her face, so no pics of her!
hahahaha, just the cake only.
present's also a secret! :P

♥ 11:48:00 PM

busy like crap these few days.
no time to update!
got to wake up at 5.30am for tmr's sch, which starts at 8.
omg.
shall just list in point form.
sorry!

Monday

• school as usual
• Salvo training, learnt more actions of Xuan, was sweating like crazy.
• tired, slept on bus on the way home.

Tuesday

• Mum's birthday! (:
• school till 12pm, then to Tampines w Geraldine.
• wanted to watch Love Happens, but it wasn't in theatres yet.
• Then decided not to watch when it comes out because it was only rated 2/5.
• went walking around, then seperated ways.
• went Bishan to get Mum's present. :D
• steamboat dinner w family.

Wednesday/Just Now

• Psychology tutorial was super boring. Kept talking w Felicia, haha! (:
• Food Chemistry lecture was draggy. Half the LT was on the way to lala land.
• Went studio to practice at around 4pm.
• Couldn't perfect some parts - super disappointed w myself. ):
• Sweat sweat sweat, smelly!
• Home sweet home.

Thursday/Later

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT ONG! (:

will post pictures when I'm free to do so.
goodnight earthlings!
(:

♥ 12:02:00 AM

♥ 4:27:00 PM

SI POK LAO YA PRINTER!
always giving me problems!

♥ 4:15:00 PM

steamboat with Caiyan, Felicia, SMay, Ruohan, Peiyin, Marshall, Eric & Marc at Bugis just now.
Aw came to find us, then left tgt to take bus back.

oh & Caiyan is a mushroom woman, hahaha!
go marry Mario next time okay, I'm sure he has a fortune of mushrooms!
hahaha.

"compare those that don't go out at night, don't compare those that always go out at night!"

there'll be 3 things I guess I'll never understand: Parents, guys & maths.

♥ 11:31:00 PM

FC lec early in the morning, airport and back, then to G's house.
watched some movie, I forgot the title!
slacked, talked, laughed, then went back to sch.

Had Understanding Art tutorial for today.
straight away went to some random group cos I was a little late.
made new friends! :D - Sharon, Hui Yan, Sun Ran & Song Wen. :D

was dreading this CDS the whole week cos I thought it was boring, & thought that we had to learn the history of artists, and what is art etc.
and true enough, it was SUPER boring in the first hour.
was complaining to Crystal vis SMS that I wanna change CDS!
lol.
then suddenly everything changed when tutor, Ms Tan Seowwei, briefed us on what to do next week, & the upcoming semester.

next 3 weeks
white mask making - those hard ones where you can paint on it! :D

Subsequent weeks

• Field Trip to S'pore Art Museum (Angels & Demons)
• Print making
• Mask designing
• Do Visual Journals

and the best thing of this CDS: NO TESTS/EXAMS! :D

I think the Visual Journals that we have to do is rather interesting.
supposed to draw/sketch/paint anything, of our thoughts and reflections, & your 'feel' towards it.
I thought of Kelvin & CW when i heard the word 'feel'!
“这种东西要靠'feel' 的."
(direct translation: this kind of thing need to rely on 'feel' one!)
HAHAHA!

have to choose 2 themes though, and a min. of 12 VJ have to be done before week 13.
I love my CDS-es! (:

have been slacking this whole week!
My god.
Steamboat tmr;
Tau Huay on Saturday.

I'll have to study harder this coming sem.
Amanda, please work hard!!!

P.S.
buddy.
Everything's gonna be alright, & I'll be just a phone call/text away if you need me okay!
after all, what are buddies for?
You were there for me too, when I experienced the worst 2 months of my life.
Thanks for that, & for sharing so many of your experiences too, with me.
I'm glad to have met you! :D

♥ 10:00:00 PM

back for a short update!

lectures for both ytd and today was relatively okay.
ended around 1 plus ytd, saw LiYen coincidentally outside bookshop, haha!
acc-ed her to eat, then talked.
nice chatting with you! :D

Food Chemistry lec today, then met GW for lunch, and he's a nice person!
AHHA help me take utensils and return the plate.
LOL thanks ah! (:
went to Psych tutorial room at Engine & so coincidentally met Felicia! :D
my classmate for Psych tutorial! :D
was so surprised to see her there.
and the psychological profile test we did in class was hilarious!

Q1. "Felicia" (answers revealed that this blank that we filled was supposed to be the most important person in your life. HAHAHA.)
Q7. "Ceramic" (represents perceived r/ship with No.1)
HAHAHAHA!

xuan today was alright, learnt more new actions.
I liked them, & this was the first time I perspired so much while drumming!
LOL but it was great fun. (:
got released a little earlier today for training.
went Studio 8 after training for awhile to practice my turning part, which kind of sucked.
haha.

omg lessons start at 8am tmr!
busy day!
anyone in "Understanding Art" as CDS & has lec/tutorial tmr??

♥ 11:22:00 PM

first day of school's always fun.
There's no real lectures given, and even if it is, most of us are still in our holiday mood.
ahaha!
The best part of all this, is that I'll get to see my classmates again! :D
shiok. (:

Piano earlyyy in the morning at 8.15am, then to sch.
Met up with Shermagne to pass her her belated gift.
Hope you like it! (:
Went to AS, & the first thing I noticed was Li Cheng & her cute bobby hair!
LOL.

& I like Psychology!
went with Guo Wei to the LT.
and the teacher, Ms I-forgot-her-name, is strict yet interesting.
nice, I like! (:
& GW keep linking everything about me, to prawns!
omg.
talked about our grades in sec sch, then he said I was good in languages & also with PRAWNS.
rubbish.

Salvo was next after Psych.
went late though, at 7pm.
learnt some actions of Xuan, then seniors previewed their scores.
the rest of us slacked, and watched them play. (:
Was released at 9 plus.

Some of the guys went to eat, while I went home.
& GW started the prawn thingy again! ):
asked me whether I was going to eat w them, then I said no.
Then he said, "oh yeah. You're going home to eat PRAWN NOODLES. Hahahha!!"
no link!
hahha.

gtg print lec notes, and sleep!
goodnight! (:

♥ 11:39:00 PM

nothing much to blog about.
hmmm.
just went for facial in the afternoon.
first time, & it almost killed me.
LOL didn't really want to actually, just that Mum requested.
The beautician starting squeezing here and there, & I swear it's so freaking painful!
then I started to laugh for no reason.
lol crazy?
Trimmed hair after that, not much difference though.

& I can't wait for school to start tmr! :D
those long bus rides alone will once make their way into my life again,
but I'm used to having rides alone, I think. after you left.
haha.
I'll get to see all my classmates again, ahhaahha. (:

♥ 8:45:00 PM

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If you happen to read this,
This is all I want to say,
I just hope you can read it till the end.

I just want to have some fun,
though I know at times those activities,
they end a little late.
I do try to be home earlier whenever I can
and I do abide by the number 12.

It's not as if I'm out doing unethical things,
not as if I don't go home,
not as if I mix around with strangers,
not as if I do this when I'm studying,
and not as if I don't tell you where I am,
who I'm with and what time I'll be back.
This is only for the holidays, I know my limits.
A promise kept is a promise kept.

But sometimes those restrictions,
they're just too much.
I cannot do so many of the things that my friends can do.
I cannot stay out late,
I cannot have stayovers,
I cannot have fun at my friend's house,
I cannot use the computer when it's late at night,
Cannot this.
Cannot that.

I tried negotiating with you but it gets worse.
I can't do anything else.
You say I've changed. Times have changed too.
I cannot be how I used to be 5 years ago,
staying at home everyday.
I need to see the world.
I don't want to turn into a noobshit who doesn't know anything.

I know you worry about me,
I know you care.
But all I need is for you,
to loosen that string a little,
because it's starting to choke me
and I'm finding it hard to breathe.

Give me some space;
I need to grow.

♥ 11:36:00 PM

Performance ytd was great! (:
really enjoyed myself, and was rather surprised that the whole thing ended so quickly.
Won't be performing in TPRawks though, have to give the others a chance.
Lol.
Anw, changed before perfomance, and Kelvin gave me Ruohan's pants to wear.
and guess what, it was L size.
I was like wearing hiphop + alibaba pants, and it was super loose, LOL.
Changed with Marshall to get Clement's pants instead.
haha!
Did some stretching before performance, and ended up doing bridge and loads of weird stances/poses, & Ruth and Karen starting rolling on the floor like bu dao wong-s.
Hilarious!

Ate at BBQ Chicken, then went to shop at Bugis Street w Cheryl.
met up with Wanyi, Liyen & CharmaineK for some financial talk thingy.
SMay & Karen came after that to join us for steamboat @ Liang Seah St.
Had some ma-la soup which all of us regretted because it made our mouths feel as though bubbles are popping inside.
lol.
coincidentally saw Zun, a super senior there too.
Marshall, Peiyin, Jessica & Caiyan came to find us! :D
left earlier & took the train w CharmaineK & SMay after steamboat. (:
Great day spent with them!

Slept like a log till around 12, super tired!
Northpoint w mum for lunch, then she went church while I continued window shopping alone.
AMK central was next.
walked around till 5plus before going home!

wanna go to a flea market tmr, but sad to say, mum doesn't allow.
sigh. =/
Restrictions, restrictions.

♥ 10:29:00 PM

Don't really like the new timetable much.
will be having a hell of a time from Wed to Thurs.
Wed - got salvo, will reach home around 10plus.
Thurs - school starts at 8am. Have to wake up at 5.30am!
Hello to eyebags and pimples!
Goodbye to sleep!
):

And I got Psychology, and Understanding Art for CDSes
Heard that Psych isn't easy - lots of memory work.
And to add on to what I'll be learning in the new Sem...
information overload!

Oh well, I just have to learn and live with it.
That's how life's like, I guess.
Things always don't go the way you expect or want them to be.

Some pictures:

Perfomance tmr for Engine Open House 2009!
My virgin performance, LOL.
feeling kind of nervous now.. =/
lol.

♥ 10:19:00 PM