there's something wrong with my voice .
sore throat ?

omg not now pls , i have Chinese Oral on Tues !
crap .

BYEBYE !

♥ 5:35:00 PM

i need to:

-spend more time with God
- stop daydreaming in school & focus in lessons
- stop complaining about mr khalid's lesson
- start studying for O's
- have a haircut by 20th July cos Pari's coming back by then
- do more assessments/TYS
- practice my piano more
- be more focused in my theory
- stop using the com immediately when i get home & also unecessarily
- sleep earlier if possible [ eyebags showing ! ): ]
- stop wasting time doing nothing
- stop blogging now & go do my homework
- put words(see points above) into actions

BYEBYE !

♥ 4:57:00 PM

doing geog kota tinggi worksheet question now
had this post kota tinggi thingy ytd during geog .
woosh .

& people , tag leh !

good comments definitely make my day .
ahhaha (:

thanks !


BYEBYE !

♥ 10:39:00 PM

supp lessons really drain the life out of me .
mon to wed's supp lesson is from 2.30 to 4.30pm .
thurs' lesson till 3.30pm .
the only time where i can get to leave sch early is 1.30 , which is on friday .
thats the earliest .
last term's supp lesson was only till 3.30pm , but now , till 4.30 & sometimes when lessons drag, it'll be until 5pm .
it really tiring ..
maybe im still not used to it .. i don't know .
now i miss the times when I was in sec 1 & 2 , where i could just rush off home , or out somewhere after the sch bell rang for the day .
):

amanda yan was sick today . ):
nobody to really talk crap to , & gossip .
rather sian without her , & well, missed her .
shit i sound so lesbo .
but im unfortunately STRAIGHT . :D

texted yan about things that were happening during class .
Went through Kota Tinggi wksht during geog today ..
assembly dragged today , so we had around 2 periods of geog rather than the usual 3 periods .
went through abit on Venice for SS .

oh & mr khalid miraculously went to class rather punctually for our Eng/Lit lesson at 11.10am , & stayed on till 1.45pm !
*claps claps*
a very gd improvement, I should say .
had this lit gallery walk for 30mins in class for lit to look at other grps' work on 'symbols'.
but I think I was like going around the classroom to chat with others .
haha then went to library , learnt more about symbols & how we used it in daily lives , what colours , animals & items represent .
was rather okay , slightly interesting .
(:
then had geog & chem remedial in the afternoon .
mrs koh went thru the rest of Kota Tinggi worksheet during remedial , & mr heng gave us catholic high 2004 paper to do .
so damn bloody difficult laa !
well , that's how it is to me .
i don't know how the rest would gauge this paper , but well , it's difficult !
heh my chem's not that good .
hais . zzz . ):

oh & i wanna thank josiah for lending me his mp3 everytime !
(:
hahhaha sorry that i keep listening to the same song again & again , & forgetting to switch it back to the normal mode . =X
but thanks anyway . :D

& amanda yan , GET WELL SOON !
we miss you . (:
see how important you are in class ! :D

kk shall stop here . toodles !

BYEBYE !

♥ 6:46:00 PM

just went to watch "Never Back Down" w parents .
Very nice !
(;
hais sch starting tmr , & i feel as if i've wasted the whole june holidays doing nothing . =/
damn pek chek lah zzz .

chatting on msn now w amelia & jianhao . (:
sleeping soon . tired .

BYEBYE !

♥ 11:04:00 PM

001. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Guanliang , church friend .

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Never !

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
I was in church having Sunday School . (:

004. When did you last cry?
I forgot . LOL .

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Hmmm bread ?

006. What do you want in your life right now?
To decide between poly/JC , and get into a good one, which ever choice I go to . (:

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
I don't have a hood , so i guess it'll be an umbrella .

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Blanket ?

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
white knee length shorts .

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
"K good night , btw hv fun !"

011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
sometimes ? i don't know too .

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No no no . (:

013. What was the last movie you caught?
You Don't Mess With The Zohan . It isn't nice, btw , so don't watch !

014. What are you proud of?
Nothing, currently.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"622. My sister would be distracting. And the piano too! It's near the school."

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Zui Chang De Dian Ying .

017. Do you have any nicknames?
-AO , oei , eh , meimei , manda , & alot more .

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
"Study lar, i dota ? No way - i now typing stuff for my mother" - Jianhao

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am

020. Are you currently happy?
hmmm relatively. (:

021. Who gives you best advice?
My mum (:

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope.

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
no one ?

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
nope.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
my dad .

026. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Guanliang .

028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Nope . It's still nice in one piece .

029. What annoys you most in a person?
irresponsiblility & promise breakers.
030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
nope.
031. Have you ever done crimes?
nope.
032. What is the colour of your room?
orange.
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
No . (: i would rather say, "Forgive & forget."

034. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap'?
Huh ? what do you mean ?

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Myself . ;D

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
Carlene's sister ?

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
don't think so .

038. Do you have a life?
yeah , it's right here .

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
nope ..

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I don't have a profile song .

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
I forgot when i dreamed .

042. Last time you smiled?
Today .

043 Have you changed this year?
Probably ?

044. What are you listening to right now?
The wind from my fan .

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Nope . (:

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open , duh ! you'll bang yourself if you walk with your eyes closed . Stupid question !

047. Is there a quote you live by ?
Haha nope .

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
Helloooooo . im not that desperate . & also , NO .

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yep .

050. What was the worst idea you've had in the week?
I forgot .

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Watching tv & texting .

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
No love life ! :D

053. What song describe your love life?
does not apply to me . (:

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Don't have one . (:

055. Who always makes you laugh?
Friends , parents ?

056. Do you speak other language other than English?
yes . duh . zzz .
057. Are you blond?
no
058. What your middle name?
???

059.What are you doing tomorrow?
going back to school to face a mountain of revision papers .

060. What do you think you are like?
friendly , easy to talk to ? i don't know

061. Who will you choose to die with?
My parents .

062.Where have you been today?
Church, Old airport road for lunch , home .

063. What game do you play often?
i don't really play games .

064. Who are you missing right now?
no one ?
065. If you've to choose between friend and love, which would it be?
Friends ?
066. What are you doing right now?
Doing this questionnaire .

067. Which primary school are you from?
Townsville .

068. Name 3 colours that you like.
purple , black , white .

069. what emotions do you like to show?
cheerful ? happy ?

070. What is life to you?
I'm currently having a mindblock . unable to answer this question at the moment .

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
tell my mum . (:

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
no one .

073. Who do you admire the most ?
my mother .

074. Which month are you born in?
May.

075. How are you feeling right now?
Fine . (:

076. What is the time now?
4.04pm

077. Where are you now?
at home .

078. What is in front of you now?
computer screen.

079. Why are you doing this test?
cos im bored .

080. What do you do when you're moody?
listen to music & sleep .

081. At which age you wish to get marry?
It depends whether if anyone wants me ! LOL .

082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
Friends ?

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
relatively no . haha .

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
Mother .

085. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes , & i've witnessed it .

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
get my studies right .

087. What is your goal for this year
<14 points for O's & get into a good poly/JC .

088. Do you believe in eternal love?
Is there one in the first place ?

089. What feeling do you love most?
when i get praised , or when i achieve something . I like a sense of satisfaction . (:

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes .

091. What feeling you hate the most?
oooh lots . studying very hard for exams , but getting shitty results in return.
etc

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes i guess .

093. Do you believe in God ?
YES , imma christian . (:

094. Who cares for you the most?
Parents . :D

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
Having my life cos I wasn't supposed to have one in the first place .

096.What'll you bring when you fight ?
i don't fight . im a nice person . (:

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?
not spending time wisely . in other words, wasting time . (like now , doing this questionnaire)

098. Are you tired from this questionaire yet?
VERY.

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
I don't have one . hmmm but if he really two-timed me , then it's "byebye forever !"

100. Is this th last question ?
yes , stupid .

Instructions: Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it. Next, list 5 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post. Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged/Pm them at msn.

Whoever wants to do this can do. Just don't regret wasting half an hour of your time !

BYEBYE !

♥ 3:30:00 PM

sorry for not updating my blog !
imma pig .
okay whatever.
hais sch's reopening .
this june holidays just flew past in the blink of an eye .
last june holidays as a secondary sch studentttt . )=

went kota tinggi & came back .
super fun lahhhh . ;D
too bad mrs koh couldn't go, cos she was sick . ):
mrs ess took her place instead.
but overall, it was just plain fun . (:

In the bus & on the way to kota tinggi , our supposedly tour guide Peter, kept talking non stop like for half an hour ? & the mike was so bloody piercing & it was hurting my ears .
doesn't seem like alot of ppl listening to him talk though . most were listening to MP3/MP4s .
hah .
& i swear huiting's gonna be deaf soon .
I can hear her music blaring out of her earpieces when i sit behind her, despite the mike being so loud .
LOL .
so when we reach there, took keys & went up to our room .
room 304 (:
bunked w evon & amandayan , & we were the only people at the 3rd level .
thereafter , we went to the river just next to the resort & learnt how to measure the river .
the width, depth, velocity, radius , etc .
fun !
a couple was getting married there too. ;D
then after measuring the river & stuff like that, we went back to our rooms , washed up , had dinner & went for night market !
the night market's diff from s'pore .
they sell raw chicken , raw fish , soya bean milk , balloons , coloured popcorns , popcorn chicken (all fats inside!) , clothes , imitation bags , fruits etc etc .
god .
& it's kuku cheap !
ahahaa .

went back to resort , showered , then people started trickling to our room to play .
many brought DS .
(:
played cheat , slapjack & heart attack .
i only played cheat, then was feeling so tired . zzz .
went to sleep at about 1 plus , but woke up several times mainly cos the aircon was making the room so freezing cold , & also that a rooster started calling at like 4.15am .
then we woke up at 7am , had our breakfast & bus-ed to the waterfall ! :D

the waterfall's water was super refreshing & cooling , almost all of us went inside , including teachers - mrs ess , ms shameera[spellcheck] & ms sherrie ng .
the floor of the waterfall's area was very slippery . I fell & got all wet , but it was fun ! :D
totally loved it .
we kept splashing teachers & also each other , & really really had a great & fun trip there ..
i wanna go back againnnnn !!
then went back at around 11am , & we stood on the bus on the way back to the resort because we were wet.
went back , showered , packed our things , had lunch at a restaurant.
then bought some local foodstuff there beside the restaurant & went back to the bus .
bus-ed back to s'pore , & went home w ameliasam . (:
reached home at around 3 or 4 , forgot .

shall fast forward till ytd , friday 20/6/08

met car , jianhao & chunhong at KB macs .
the guys were lateeee ! pooff .
guys ate breakfast at the beancurd shop just beside KB macs , then took 268 to car's hse . (:
her sister is super cute . hahaha . (:
studied abit of chem at car's sofabed , then started to talk talk talk .
zzz . can't seem to concentrate lahh .
haha but study group's always fun .
then waited for fiona to arrive before having lunch .
see how DUA PAI you are, FIONA .
HAHAHA . (:

(kope-d from fiona's blog . lazy to type :X)

"[fiona] had a really 'WARM' welcome from jh . ;D

he was under Car's sofabed when [fiona] entered the room .

he pretended to be the madman from House Of Wax & attempted to "snip" [fiona's] tendons, & it gave [fiona] a really bad fright."

LOL .
then had spaghetti at car's house , maid cooked for us .
it was yummy ! (:
then did heymath probability - jianhao taught me .
thanks ! ;D
the rest were outside the living room doing their maths & other homework cos they said the room was too cramped/cold .
car's sis , joey , kept coming in the room to do funny things & kajiao-ing us .
LOL . but nevertheless , she's cute . (:
after doing , watched My Wife Is A Gangster 3 , & five ppl squeezed on car's sofabed .
chunhong , jianhao , me , fiona , car .
& at times , joey .
then ate dinner - instant noodles & some pork chop rice that i kope-d from fionaaa . (:
went home after dinner around 8.15pm , took 268 to sch , changed t 262 & home-d .
did heymath trigo before sleeping. hahaha .

kota tinggi pictures here . (:
sorry im lazy . ahahahas .

BYEBYE !

♥ 1:37:00 PM

Kota Tinggi's tmr !
& i haven't started packing yet !
ahahha .
xD


hmmm shall start from

♥ 8:17:00 PM

Chloe asked me to do this !

Name 20 people you can think of right now .
Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people .
At the end of this , choose 5 people to do this .

1. Carlene
2. Amelia
3.Fiona
4Gengtao
5.WeiMing
6.Jianhao
7.Zhaojie
8.Haziyah
9.SiYing
9.Chloe
10.Stephanie
11.Lena
12.Sherylene
13.Donald
14.Manfred
15.HuiTing
16.Josiah
17.Mrs Toh
18.Joseph
19.Amanda Yan
20. Haoming

How did you meet [6] ? (JianHao)
From the trip in Vietnam (:

What would you do if you never met [1]? (Carlene)
I would never have known someone so lame !

What if [10] and [17] dated? (Stephanie & Mrs Toh)
Omg , i think i'll just flop over and never stop laughing !

Will [3] and [8] date? (Fiona & Haziyah)
Nah, they probably don't even know each other well !

Describe [2]. (Amelia)
A very good friend and also someone who adores Spongebob !

When is the last time you spoke to [19]? (Amanda Yan)
hmmm , somewhere last week ? haha(:

What is [11]'s favourite band/singer? (Lena)
hmmm , i don't really know . Dong Fang Shen Qi ?

Would you ever date [4]? (Gengtao)
hahaha no ! think straight please !

Would you ever date [9] ? (SiYing)
NO WAY .

Is [13] single? (Donald)
Yes, I think .

What is [18]'s last name ? (Joseph)
Yap Shi Hao !

Would you ever be in a relationship with [14]? (Manfred)
No no no , impossible ! O.O

School of [20]? (HaoMing)
Mayflower Sec ! :D

Where does [15] live ? (Huiting)
Hmm AngMoKio ? (:

What is your favourite thing of [12]? (Sherylene)
That she has a big house with a basement !

Have you ever seen [7] naked? (Zhaojie)
of course not . why are all these questions so .. weird ?!

5 people to do this quiz :

1. Carlene
2. Amanda Yan
3. Fiona
4. GengTao
5. Stephanie

BYEBYE !

♥ 5:13:00 PM

Just some random story (:

A long time ago, there was this little girl who was born a premature.
Barely 7months & she came into Earth.
It will be difficult saving her, and it would be very costly, the doctors said to her parents.
Her parents faced a difficult decision - keep her, or not ?
they only had one minute's decision.
And after what seemed like an eternity, they agreed.

One month after she was born, the baby was put into an incubator. Machines surrounded the incubator, and she had tubes sticking out of her everywhere to help her live, including one in her nose to help her breathe.
The little girl would forget to breathe at times, and her face would gradually turn purple, until a nurse noticed and tickled her, before she started breathing again.

Time passed by in the blink of an eye, and this little girl grew up healthy and strong.
But, she didn't really like making friends, because she was afraid that her friends would mind how she looked.
What happened was, when she was small, the tube that helped her to breathe was adjusted too high by the nurses, and it resulted in one of her nostrils having a sharper edge than the other, and that it formed some sort of a bump on her nose, if you would look at her from her side view.
The girl knew people were curious about her nose, and they would ask.
She didn't like it. It made her feel inferior.

It would be either people asking her straight in her face, " Eeee, why is your nose like that?" , or they would stare at her nose when they were halfway through a conversation. She knew that they were staring, but she couldn't do anything. She couldn't just turn away because she knew that was rude. She had to dread the next expected question from people - "why is your nose crooked?"

They would ask many questions, and sometimes, these questions that they ask would hurt her, but they didn't know. She felt like an animal trapped in a cage, unable to get out of the enclosure, and it was just like that questions that people asked. She couldn't get away.
When the girl took photos, she would either look down or tilt her head to the right, so her left portion of her face would cover her "crooked nose".
She loathed the questions, but there was nothing she could do.
She felt grateful to the friends she had, that they did not ask about her nose.
Time was healing the hurt in her heart bit by bit, but when the question was asked again, the wound was torn apart, and it started bleeding again.

It has been a few years since she came across that question, and she thought she wouldn't hear it anymore, but it happened once again, when she least expected it.
She had befriended this person, X , and she thought that X was nice like all the other friends that she had, whom did not ask about her nose. But one day, out of the blue, X asked the dreaded question.
The girl did not know what to say, but just mumbled, "Nothing."
X being inquisitive, asked again, "Hurry up and tell me, what happened to your nose? Do you know, you look like a Dino from the side view - the part where your nose is chipped off."

At that point of time, she felt as if knives were stabbing her. She never heard someone's words so cutting. She felt the indescribable hurt in her heart, and the words kept ringing in her head, repeating over and over again. She didn't know what to say, and she was confused, lost, hurt and angry. She was angry with herself for having such a physical defect, she was angry with her parents for saving her in the first place although she knew it was wrong, she blamed God for the life He has given her, and that why couldn't He give her a normal nose like others, so that they wouldn't keep asking her questions.
That night, she broke down & cried, and didn't sleep a wink all night.

Then as days passed, the girl learnt that Man was insensitive.
People just can't understand others who are not as normal as them, but, who doesn't want to look normal, and be normal?
But nevertheless, the girl wanted to thank God.
She wanted to thank God for giving her life, because she knew that there were many more premature babies who don't even have the chance to see the dawn break.
She wanted to thank God for giving her such wonderful parents, and also to have a complete family.
She learnt that she should learnt to overcome the obstacle of physical appearance, but at times, she would still feel the hurt, feel like a piece of rubbish, some freak, when people ask the question. She would feel like screaming at the person straight in the face, but she knew that it's impossible.
She had considered doing plastic surgery, but she was afraid that it wouldn't be reliable, and that it wouldn't turn out successful.
But she has learnt to live with it, because after all, beauty is only skin deep.

BYEBYE !

♥ 3:07:00 PM

can't upload the pics that i took in vietnam !
the cam's w/ my dad . ):
but will try to get the photos uploaded as soon as i can get my hands on the cam.

went early in the morning at 9am to anchorpoint ytd for enterprise business competition w/ 11 other schs .
met amelia , fiona , gengtao at amk mrt arnd 8am.
trained to city hall , then changed to green line Queenstown.
then we had no idea how to get to anchorpoint , & also lugging all the stuffs there , so gengtao treated us to a cab ride . :D thanks ! (:
went there , set up , competition offically started at 11.30am.
HAHA jianhao's green striking dumpling bag wasn't the first to be sold, as he said.
neh neh ni poo poo !
hahahha xD
went to eat lunch at KFC w/ weiming , fiona & amelia .
then left at around 2plus to go hm & get ready for Moonbird ! :D

then met Carlene at amk mrt at 5.45pm.
was supposed to be 5.30 , but i was late .
im so sorryyy Carlene.
then trained to newton , met up w/ AY & most of cMt ppl .
took bus there , but overshot by one stop .
so had to walk back . O.O
bodoh la dey .
super long walk , then went in to the place - Sarkies road .
Moonbird started at around 8 i think .
then ended at 9.15pm .
the play was great !!
It captured my attention the moment the music was played , & the actors started acting .
It was beautiful .
(:
after that went newton circus to eat.
got lost again .. >.<
AY , haoming & joseph was squabbling at one of the bus stops' map at Alexandra Road .
hahha . they had a good ol' squabble for 10mins , while me & carlene just sat at the bus stop like ah gongs .
hoohoo .
we finally went on our way to eat .
car's so funny lah ! ate hokkien mee w/o prawn . haha .
certain things happened .
don't wanna elaborate on that .
then after eating , went home . (:
did my GP reflection , msn-ed .
something happen during msn . don't wanna elaborate too .

today
after church , went straight to anchorpoint.
my left heel buckle broke when i was just walking out of church .
dang .
then dragged all the way to anchorpoint ..
luckily evon was there , & she lent me a pair of scissors , then ended up doing surgery on the shoes .
& tada ! i now got a pair of funny looking shoes .
hehhs .
(:
save the earth - don't contribute to rubbish ! :D
didn't actually do anything at the booth , cos it was like , overcrowded w/ MF-ians ?
it was like 20 plus ppl i think . O.O
car & amelia did the accounting of the stocks , & also the total profit we made etc .
we handed the total sales made at 3pm to the judges
then the result was announced at 5.30pm .

MAYFLOWER GOT GOLD !!!
GOLD GOLD GOLD ! :D

ahahahhaha im so super happy . (:
then went for dinner at 7pm w/ family & cousin @ thomson plaza .
then home-d .
okay gtg .
im super tired . zzz .

BYEBYE !

♥ 10:09:00 PM

VIETNAM WAS A TOTAL BLAST .

SUPER FUN I TELL YOU .

& IM GOING TO GO THERE AGAIN IF POSSIBLE !

:D

SHALL POST UP PHOTOS SOON .
& BEWARE , IT'S AROUND 200PLUS PHOTOS !
AHAHAHA .
IM STILL LIKE SUPER HIGH NOW, ALTHOUGH I JUST TOUCHED DOWN LIKE, 3HRS AGO ? :D
TMR STILL GOT CHEM TEST.
SIAN ):

BYEBYE !

♥ 8:21:00 PM