9/10/07 , tuesdayhad chem paper & lit paper 1 today . was quite okay for chem , wrote all the formulaes & stuff like that on e 1st page of section B , all that acid base thingy , moles= mass/molar mass .. blablah . that whole one pg was literally 'bombarded' with my pencil formula ! haha . lit was okay , had to choose a poem & prose outta 2Qs of poem & prose respectively .did quite okay , but some crapping around . then after e 2papers , slacked around in sch , saw mdmparimala marking our chem papers , haahha & she said to me 'why you write all the formula thing all on the 1st page ? write on the periodic table that page, lah !' hahaha funny sia ! den me & ameliaSAM accompanied syairah & sakinah to com. lab1 for their physics test on reflection & refraction on light , told them some tips . hohos ! :Xden after that followed mrLEEchinsiang to library cos wanted to ask him a few questions for physics - moments . gahh that chapter is so &#$*!! that i dunno how to describe it . bleh . reached hm to study physics & geog . study physics from around 3 i think .. all the way to 11 at night . did the physics workbook , my own assessment (: , read the physics textbk . then wenta slp at 12midnight .10/10/2007, wednesday (today) (cont'd from the abv)woke up at a super dumb time of 3.30 to continue some chapters of physics that were unsure/unfinished . then in the midway of learning physics , den my bro suddenly came into my room w/ e hse phone , den he say 'my friend wanna talk to you' . (hhohos girlfriend eh ?)
den i was like so -.- , but nevertheless took the phone & said "hello ??"den his friend was like saying something very quickly & was laughing .hohos then my bro took back the fone & he was like "what you say to my meimei ?!"LOL . i didn't hear what he said cos my mum came in & was like , "eh 330 already you still talking on fone ! " then after that both of them went out & i continued studying . then today had physics & geog paper . the physics paper is so f-ing difficult can ?!section B's structured Qn , its upond 30marks , & 6 questions i think .first 3 questions i left all blank cos i seriously dunno what e questions talking about .what 'find the magnitude of force & direction' . then what 'find friction force' . i was like HUH ??then 100% confirm section B fail liao lor ! the paper's upon 70 . MCQ/section A = 20marks .structured question/section B = 30marks .long question/section C = 20marks i calculate all the not sure , anyhow do , & blank questions . around 30+ marks . so i think i most prolly percentage of failing is 60% , but hope my combined science overall will pass . hais . wasted so much time studying that 'fooking' physics & it was like , so damn difficult !i very much wanted to cry at that very moment i saw section B . that pain - it's undescribable .there was nothing i knew about that section . but crying doesn't help . i'm throwing in the towel soon . help me , Lord .then studied geog during recess time . read thru , memorised some impt things , blah . paper was okay . it's easy , but its phrased in such a way thats making it difficult to understand . hais should have used more time to study geog instead of physics !well i should just acknowledge the fact that im stupid . hah .tmr's lit paper 2 - last paper . hope that i can do well . in jesus' name i pray , amen .(:Lord , i prayed .
i prayed for wisdom & to be close to you .
that was what i really wanted .
but there was none .
help me , Lord .
i really need your help .
BYEBYE !
♥ 6:17:00 PM
