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Temasek Polytechnic,
Food Science & Nutrition
♥SALVO DRUMS
visitors, as of 7March2009
HAHA i received a disc 'Campus Ghost Stories' from haziyah
and ameliaSam for my b'day present . LOL . thanks ! :D
anw , mdm parimala talked to me about my midyr results during CME .
She told me - "make sure that in the June holidays , you practice on Emaths , Geog and Lit ."
I'm able to practice on maths , but how can i do it for Geog and Lit ? Even if i
want to improve on Lit , there isn't such things such as Lit assessment
books . It's stupid .
You think i can ace everything that is practiced ? Crazy . O.O
nobody's perfect okay !im no genius and im born stupid , and fail my subjects although i use my brains . I use my brains and try my best in the midyear exams and shit results are what i get . It ain't fair .
It sucks hard , you understand ?Anw , continuing what she said ,
"This midyear exam is the 1st sign that i can see that , you might stay back in sec3 next year .
I don't want to see you in sec3 next year . I want to see you in 4e ."
"Oh , and also , how can you fail geog ?"
"I don't know . I misread the question ."
"Den you mean that for the past 5months you haven't been learning anything and also
been misreading the questions as well ?"
"I don't know . I studied and understood , tried my best , but i failed . What else do you
want me to do ? I've been practicing my maths all along this term ,and this is the 1st time
in 2years that i finally passed my maths you know ?"
"Okay , nevermind . We'll talk about Lit .You shouldn't be failing Lit . This class is supposed
to be good in Lit , but how can you fail ?"
"i know that im the only failure for Lit in this class . The marker said that my essay was okay , but abit too brief , and that i didn't analyse properly . But if the marker wants to fail me i also cannot do anything what . "
"Okay , nevermind . I'll talk more about this to your mother during Meet-the-Parent-Session ."
__________________________________________________________ok . this sucks .do you know that 3i's form teacher , mr ong , encouraged those that didn't do well in midyear towork harder and not give up .But what did you do ?Even when i saw msFARIDAH at the geog room after pe in the morning , she told me not feel too bad about it , and she also told me to work harder for the common tests and EndOfYear . And even she , just a subject teacher , encourages me . But what about you ?Nothing seems to be going my way this year . I studied hard this term so i could try and get good results for midyear . but what did i get ?RESULTS THAT SUCK .and everytime i bring home the 'news' that i failed _ subject , my mum still encourages me to work harder and not give up . Although she says this , I can still feel the little twinge of disappointment in her , and i don't want this .I want my mum to be happy , and not feel disappointment . But i cant seem to do it .I don't want to fail my mum , but im starting to give up , despite all the encouragement from family and friends and teachers . I feel as if i don't want to give a damn shit about studies anymore , but i just CAN'T .i
don't know why . there is this voice telling me not to give up , and just strive on , no matter how much i just want to give up .But everything just SUCKS now .
Not for you , but me . Solely me . I don't wanna care anymore but I JUST CAN'T DO IT . fuck it .
♥ 8:35:00 PM
